how?

no matter how hard i try, i still fail.

why is it so hard to suppress the dislike i have for him? i cannot stand him. i wish he will just leave me alone. he's such an eyesore.

i struggle to be nice. i pretend to be nice. why do i have to be so pretendious? it's just not me!

these 2 weeks will be blissful without him.

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