Sunday, April 25, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
I have made the decision.
i ended the relationship that i have been wanting to for a long time.
and i quickly jump into another one before i can settle the previous.
but i'm happy. really happy.
i'm falling so hard for him.
i can't imagine my life ahead without him.
but the decision i made has deeply affected him badly... and me as well.
i fear the unknown.
what is going to happen - i don't know.
and that really is worrying.
i wonder, when i look back at the end of this year, how would my life be?
and i quickly jump into another one before i can settle the previous.
but i'm happy. really happy.
i'm falling so hard for him.
i can't imagine my life ahead without him.
but the decision i made has deeply affected him badly... and me as well.
i fear the unknown.
what is going to happen - i don't know.
and that really is worrying.
i wonder, when i look back at the end of this year, how would my life be?
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Tuesday, February 9, 2010
It has been ages since....
yes! last posted something. to be exact, almost one year.
sigh...
today i have a almost heart-stopping surprise.
i received a huge bouquet of roses. 99 of them to be exact. 96 in pink. 3 in red.
i have never gotten such a huge bouquet before in my life. my first. and my last as well.
definitely.
i really don't deserve his attention. and the extravagant splurge on the beautiful roses.
he fills me with so much guilt and there is no way that i can repay him.
what should i do?
is there really a choice for me?
sigh...
today i have a almost heart-stopping surprise.
i received a huge bouquet of roses. 99 of them to be exact. 96 in pink. 3 in red.
i have never gotten such a huge bouquet before in my life. my first. and my last as well.
definitely.
i really don't deserve his attention. and the extravagant splurge on the beautiful roses.
he fills me with so much guilt and there is no way that i can repay him.
what should i do?
is there really a choice for me?
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Expected
it was all concluded.
just as expected.
nothing came out of it.
but.
the sweetness linger.
sigh...
just as expected.
nothing came out of it.
but.
the sweetness linger.
sigh...
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Monday, December 22, 2008
Unexpected
it was a surprise.
i didn't expect it.
i ponder endlessly on why is it happening.
or where it will lead me.
it's going nowhere.
definitely.
sigh...
i didn't expect it.
i ponder endlessly on why is it happening.
or where it will lead me.
it's going nowhere.
definitely.
sigh...
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Sunday, October 26, 2008
Random Thoughts 4
Year end seems so near and yet so far. 2 more months. Just 2 more months only. Wonder what have I done for the last 9 months or so? Can't seem to remember much. Or maybe there really ain't much to remember? Sigh...
Had many dreams lately. Dunno why. I usually have dreamless sleeps. Wonder what's the buzz in the darkest corner of the little brain that I have? Must be up to no good. Ha!
Work. Nitty gritty. Drag. Emptiness. No focus. Lost.
Life. Kinda bored.
Gonna run later.
Had many dreams lately. Dunno why. I usually have dreamless sleeps. Wonder what's the buzz in the darkest corner of the little brain that I have? Must be up to no good. Ha!
Work. Nitty gritty. Drag. Emptiness. No focus. Lost.
Life. Kinda bored.
Gonna run later.
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
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