I have made the decision.

i ended the relationship that i have been wanting to for a long time.

and i quickly jump into another one before i can settle the previous.

but i'm happy. really happy.

i'm falling so hard for him.

i can't imagine my life ahead without him.

but the decision i made has deeply affected him badly... and me as well.

i fear the unknown.

what is going to happen - i don't know.

and that really is worrying.

i wonder, when i look back at the end of this year, how would my life be?

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