and i quickly jump into another one before i can settle the previous.
but i'm happy. really happy.
i'm falling so hard for him.
i can't imagine my life ahead without him.
but the decision i made has deeply affected him badly... and me as well.
i fear the unknown.
what is going to happen - i don't know.
and that really is worrying.
i wonder, when i look back at the end of this year, how would my life be?
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