and so i ask when i can't suppress anymore...
just to appease the curosity inside...
the answers i get...
sometimes i feel nothing...
sometimes i turn nasty just because the feel and the words do not gel well with me...
there are things that i already know... happen to know...
and i did turn a few stones to purposely know...
and i know he knows sometimes...
his mind wanders alot too...
but he chooses to remain silence...
that is the way he deals with me...
and when the volcanoe erupts once in a blue blue moon...
he said of things that i did not know he knows and actually wanted to know too...
he always say, "if you cannot handle the truth, don't ask."
yes i know...
and i do agree...
but the mind and heart do not agree sometimes...
our past seems rather daunting in one way or another...
and we both had been through the darkness at different points in our life...
and the rebounce...
i personally find it hard to believe at times...
too fast i guess...
and i mean both of us...
but just like Mrs MM Lee said, "You can't explain these things..."
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